Friday, August 31, 2007 | Friday, August 31, 2007

I've been 21 for 3 months already, had a boring bob for the past month, and i don't feel a day older than 17. Which isn't very good. Done many bad things, attempted a few lifestyle changes for my better good, and horror of horrors..! With the realization of the fact that i don't have a curfew anymore, i should be a working adult in less than a year's time and that i can't rely on daddy's pocket money much longer. That, unlike many many of my peers i've just been busy slacking off during these past two years in school, and that my resume will probably look horridly pathetic.

Sigh who wants me? :(

Just to lighten up my worries, here's my favourite little model again:

She wore my mum's nice vintage blouse here, so vain, so cute :p

My little audrey hepburn heh (nic if you ever read this, that's your green bag anna's holding!)

And just for the record, jay chou's eyes are still very small, but his jawline is very strong and handsome, and most importantly, he has amazing fingers!!!! He was amazing in Secret, he was smooth, he was swoonsome, he was awesome, he so macho-ly won the piano battle, i wish i could play a duet like that with my boyfriend. He and i will hold hands, he with his right and i with my left, and we will play xiang lun xiao yu and zao chao together. Heh.

Ok i am talking to myself. Nathan says fat hope. :(

Thursday, August 23, 2007 | Thursday, August 23, 2007

Okay ben tagged me, i have nothing to do in school now, so here goes:

COMPLETE THESE SENTENCES.
THE 30 SENTENCE MEME!
Tag 3 people to do the meme when completed.
Oh. And NO tags backs.

1. My ex is: human? way hipper than me by far now cos he's got a blond mohawk and all i got now is a boring black bob? :(

2. I am listening to: people clicking on the school lab computers

3. Maybe I should: get one of those peanut butter waffles from arts canteen right NOW, im hungry!

4. I love: sleeping far too much, especially during lectures

5. My best friends: are those who stick through with me thick and thin, and who still remain my friends after i'm old and wrinkled; i'll let you know then :)

6. I don’t understand: how some guys think or why they do what they do, but God left the older version of the human race behind to continue thriving, so there must be some reason why they're still around.

7. I lose: hair so often i don't even dare clean the showerhole myself

8. People say: all sorts of mean stuff when you don't expect it, so you gotta be lean

9. The meaning of my screen name is: eunice = u nice

10. Love is: 1 corinthians 13:4-8; something i'm still trying to do the right way.

11. Somewhere, someone: as snow white said, someday my prince will come :)

12. I will always: have chubby cheeks flabby thighs and fat nose :(

13. Forever: infinitum. (did i spell it correct?)

14. I never want to: change my mind at the very moment i'm due to walk down the wedding aisle

15. My cell phone is: going to die out soon, only one bar left!

16. When I wake in the morning: i always hit the snooze button at least 5-6 times

17. I get annoyed at: people who just act fake-nice to you

18. Parties are: a waste of money, but since it's part of my group project in my TR2201 module..

19. My dog is: (will be) moustachy, soft-greyish, and the something who will totally adore me :)

20. Kisses are the worst when: they are from someone you don't love (when the kisser has just eaten durians is the next worst thing but we won't go into that)

21. Today I am: feeling very triumphant cos i got all the tutorials i wanted during manual tut registration today!

22. Tonight I will: go for bsf and be very attentive and take very good notes and not fall asleep.

23. Tomorrow I will: watch disturbia, visit east coast park, drive nathan's car, maybe bake brownies, play guitar heroes and go for cell. Sorry did i bore you?

24. I really want: the standard spore dream: happy husband and kids, happy job, happy house, happy dying and happy going to heaven. YAY!

25. When I looked at myself in the mirror today I: was very upset about my expired contact lenses and pimples and ugly hair shape and blown mirror lightbulb

26. I will drive my car: well i prefer to be driven, but if i really have to my car will be an auto one

27. A word that rhymes with “PARK” is: lark suck duck

28. Bright or Dark Room?: bright!

29. If I’m alone in a room with two beds, I: will be quite freaked and sleep with my back facing the empty one

30. The last thing I said to someone was: ok bye see you in tutorial next mon -.-

Well alright i've done my bit. Now for the three others i want to tag hehehe...

1)Chris (cos you need one light entry to brighten up your black blog)
2)Shiya (cos you need to not study so hard, do this tag, waste some time, and get not-so-inhuman grades :p)
3)Nathan (cos you haven't entered a single post since last year lazybum, and you're gonna do this after you get back from brunei :) )

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 | Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Why is it i get the feeling that something's missing and yet i somehow can't place my finger on it? Or maybe i'm too afraid to. Or maybe it's just my imagination gone wild thinking. Or maybe it's, to put a perfectly reasonable and logical word, instinct.

Noah built his ark inspite of being people ridiculing him, why can't i. David had the courage to face Goliath boldly armed with just three stones and a sling, why can't i. Peter put his feet out of the boat and walked on water, why can't i. Paul could...Job could...why can't i.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007 | Wednesday, August 08, 2007

WAH this is damn sad, my second last semester and judging from how bidding is coming along, i will have to pull out from the last two i'm bidding for cos the bid price is getting too high. And this is serious, i'm starting to miss school already such that i'm planning way in advance the modules i will take for my VERY LAST SEM cos i don't want to miss out on all the good ones! And because of stupid preallocation exercise, i haven't been able to get at least 3-4 modules which i was really keen on taking. Gnhhh.

Why is my second last sem so hard to arrange? So much for having a smoothsailing last year.

Anyway i accompanied eli to school today so that she can use me to buy the laptop she wants. And i'm so glad i came, cos WE WON A HUNDRED BUCKS when i spun the lucky draw wheel! Any money is welcome money heh.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007 | Tuesday, August 07, 2007

One thing that stuck during yesterday's kickoff message: every problem presented in life gives you a chance to develop your character, and every temptation faced, an opportunity to grow. Going along those lines then, you can't honestly say you're good unless you've been bad, faithful when you haven't been tempted to be unfaithful and so on.

As john ortberg says, storms have a way of teaching what nothing else can;
it is only because of problems that we grow mentally and spiritually;
it is for this reason that wise people learn not to dread but actually welcome problems and actually to welcome the pain of problems.

It doesn't mean i don't still feel so lousy whenever i'm mean and bad or tempted! But i do want to be able to stand and say boldly God is good! and really mean it, even when 'shit stuff happens', as my old boss used to say.

I was sure by now, God You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away,
stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
that it's still raining
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain,
'I'm with you'
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.

And i'll praise You in this storm
and i will lift my hands
that You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm.

I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry, You raised me up again
my strength is almost gone, how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
'I'm with you'
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.

I lift my eyes unto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes unto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth.

praise You in this storm, casting crowns.

I love my keyboard lessons, and i keep my fingers crossed i get the two breadths i really want for my second last sem.

And YESSSSS korkor and christine and anna are moving in by this year end! (: More korkor, more christine, more anna, more noise, more screams and yells, more toys, more rushing for the toilet, more quarrels, messier toilets, can't wait! Which means i better start clearing out all the extra junk from my room before school gets really heavy.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 | Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Me: Daddy, there's this module in school i think sounds very interesting!
Dad: Oh what's that?
Me: Digital photography.
Dad: Huh?! No no no! How can you even think about taking that?! You mean they offer that in school?!
Me: ??? Huh?

Turns out 'digital pornography' was what he heard.

-.-

My dad defends himself saying that universities these days teach us crazy stuff, from belly piercings to planets to whatnots.

But then again, digiporn does sound rather interesting...if there were such a module. :p